Britney Spears has revealed her controversial conservatorship and talked drinking to cope with heartache in a candid Instagram post.
The post began with a photo of a golden chalice, followed by various magazine shoots of Britney, 43, taken during her conservatorship.
Britney also said she had been ‘abused 100%’ during the years-long legal arrangement and described how her entire life was ‘controlled’ during this time period.
She also claimed she was ‘abused’ every time she spoke out against the treatment she received during the arrangement.
The arrangement began in 2008 and officially ended in 2021, with her father Jamie Spears serving as co-conservator for a majority of the time, and she has previously slammed him for his role in the legal matter.
Britney began her Thursday post stating she doesn’t enjoy drinking, however suggested she does it when it heart has endured ‘too much.’
‘HOLY GRAIL !!! I’m not lying though. I don’t like drinking. I do it for my heart when it’s been through too much but I’m weird,’ she began in the post.
‘I take on a lot of pain. I honestly shouldn’t and I put it in a lot of work people will never see … I’m posting this now because the language we speak today, our generation about technology in secret is TRASH, admit it !!!’
She also went into detail about her conservatorship, where she says where she went, who she saw, and what she ate were all ‘controlled’.
Britney claims she was ‘abused’ if she ever ‘spoke up’ against the treatment, and insisted she ‘never did anything wrong.’
‘I will show you the pictures that were taken of me during the conservatorship that were all a waste. I was never a star that could speak up in the conservatorship !!!
‘I was in a business that preyed over the innocent and controlled where I went, who I saw, what I ate, which is 100% unfair and if I spoke up I was abused and I never did anything wrong !!! Here are the pics !!!’ she said.
Britney says the only time she ever felt ‘beautiful’ in a shoot was when posing for photographer Ellen Von Unwerth in New York.
‘The only photoshoot I’ve ever done was when Ellen Vonworth shot me in New York City for 2 hours and it was the first and only photo shoot a photographer made me feel beautiful.
‘I will show you over 40 pictures I did with the conservatorship that are not only embarrassing and demoralizing. It almost feels like bullying from a business that was created by my father so he could have 10 women on his tour bus during my tours. The secret is that I was NEVER a star in the conservatorship. I was ABUSED 100 percent!!!
‘PS the American conservatorship made me feel SOO BEAUTIFUL !!! Psss … in conclusion the psychology in all the wasted times on PICS that my little brain sat there day and night for absolutely nothing !!! There’s a reason I obviously don’t like pictures because I like to SEE MY BODY ALIVE AND MOVING !!!’
