“I watched the show and I was like, ‘Their lives look so glamorous compared to mine.
“I’m here trying to stop my sister from committing suicide every day and I could be jumping out of a trampoline into a pool in this big mansion.”
Rhoades worked as a waitress and then as a stripper before relocating to Los Angeles to kickstart her professional p
p-n career. The teenager quickly found instant success, becoming the most searched p-n star on Phub with a whopping 345 million views.
The mother of one who was raised in a religious household, also revealed that she hated the feeling of “performing” in p-n.
She added;
“It’s like circus acts. As a performer, when I was doing it, it was like ‘What face can I make?’, ‘What sound can I make?’, ‘ What can I do in this movie to make it the best one?’ “
She also claimed the industry was “infested with drugs and alcohol abuse.”
Rhoades left the industry in 2017, although she continued to record and release amateur videos with her then-partner.
The brunette who boasts of more than 16 million Instagram followers, now works as a model and fashion designer.
During the podcast, the star further revealed that she has always been “pretty much xual” and said the p-n industry didn’t help fuel her x drive. She added;
“I don’t like having x… I never hook up with people, I don’t find people attractive and I’ve always been like that,” she said. “It’s not like there was a change after doing p-n.”
